i woke up to weewee and can't go back to sleep....really..the human body works in funny ways..mine,at least.i mean, i went to sleep REALLY drained at 1am, hit slumber fast and hard....but 4 hours later,nature calls and i am awake again and i feel like i'm ready to rumble, albeit eyes a little ziplocked (remember, I am the Princess of Eye-Scud..) but nonetheless wide awake!i wanna sleep!! Ugh...I would like to kid myself and say, what the heck,I'll just get my nikes and jog around the estate. but then i never do that kinda shit...i mean, i used to when i was in secondary school but after reading this true Singapore momok story where this girl used to wake up at 5am for a jog but one particular morning, a voice called her name from the trees,i totally STOPPED. i mean...it was a BLOODY VOICE...from the BLOODY TREES...calling her name!isn't that scarily specific supernaturals?! so no way!nuh-uh!already Gillman Heights is your regular old private estate tepi hutan kinda thing where the momoks would probably make a stomping ground coz it's SO bloody ulu.i am NOT gonna be some open game, for some momok to boo in the darkness of 5 am. So i'm all by my lonesome-ownsome.i miss my friends.really...i do. all the nice ones.oh hell,i'm also missing the half-past nice ones too.i even tried visiting some of the website URLs but hardly anyone of them is working.i miss my good guy friends from Victoria School and RI. The last time I saw them was at this chalet my friend had last year.When i saw them there, i REALLY wanted to run up to them and talk talk talk but i went there with the Berok who threw a tantrum that i knew so many guys that he didn't know. Stupid mat...didn't he realize i knew these guys way back when and they were a ton nicer than he can ever be.i guess he was intimidated that they were the smarter bunch of Singapore Malay guys.Haha.Dumbass...HEY!That's what one of them used to say whenever he comes across a mentally-challenged individual. Haha. Oh well...I miss Rozi, SK, Hana, Sadin, Nazreen...my girls from Crescent...where are they all..hang on i'm gonna pause for a cause...