i was just looking through my digicam shots and i saw a few pics i took with Shafii, Wandi and Rama at the Sheila On7 private party a few weeks back.it suddenly dawned upon me that they were taken by Azim...Azim my honey love soulmate....and he was totally unfazed by the fact that those three gila boys stood so close to me.And if i recall correctly, he was also bugging me to take a picture with the Sheila on7 guys but i thought i'd rather save the memory slots left from the concert for a picture with my friends. unlike a particular bozo i was with a long time ago (READ:Berok-In-Blue Mat Hairul) who went ballistic over the pictures i took at the Anugerah Planet Muzik 2002 when i was still with Ria. i was the artiste liaison for Anita Sarawak so i had access to all the others too and so i took pictures with some i deem talented and some i deem oh so yummy! apparently to the Berok, my breast was poking into Jai's chest in one pic and Yasin stood too close to me in another and .......aaarrrgghh! He went nuts! I went "HELLO?!" Were we naked in those pics that both Jai and I had a little thrill rush from our breast-chest rendesvous?! I didn't even notice the breast thing until the Berok brought it up and made headlines out of it. And yes, this is the same Berok who SWORE that i was holding TG's hand when in actuality, he was passing my drink back to me! Whereas Azim...he's another story...a fairy tale, in fact. The TripleNoize guys stand too close to me? So what....they're our friends, one of them's engaged to another friend and we were all just basking in the aural glory that was Sheila On7. What's important to Azim was that I enjoyed myself at the concert and at the post-concert party. Berok would not have even let me go to the CONCERT, let alone the party (which was at Hard Rock and would not have helped matters much) That's Azim...he's real...what he has for me, is real...he doesn't see me as his territorial property, a material gain that is bordered and so trespassers beware....he loves me as a whole person who is his other half. he is not possesive nor obsessive and he trusts me and wants me to trust him back. he doesnt force the trust, he really builds it.and i know now, another reason why i love him so much. for even if i don't want to, i compare him to Berok and the more i compare the more i know and value what i have in Azim. This is when one can say with much satisfaction, "None other..."!